when you lounge in the place I have shown you
my pen is a bug upside down
a jerky movement is a movement
like all movement or gesture perhaps
I write of tin cans, I eat colors and they are so, so
marvelous
if someone tells you to grow up
place a dime on your knee and count backwards
from one
it’s okay to be right all the time
there are deer in everyone’s headlights
no one’s wagon needs to be fixed
no one’s bed that they made needs to be lain in
a TV show is like a cigarette
is like a rodeo is like a chipped dish
is like you is like me and we all scream
it’s a miracle, it happens every day
when there is a lapse of snow melt on the
windowsill
will your driver fall from grace
or your mosquito bury your nerves
I exhale a spray of carnations
and there are too many birds on my walls
when you go quack I listen
it’s like a bell in my chest, a book in the oven
a tooth burns through the whole night of belly
embers
let’s praise our irritabilities, our inner shandes
let’s carry our rivals in our enigmatic half-smirk
smile
it’s not too late to be late to the party
if someone tells you to do one thing
you can freeze up in fear
or you can do another thing
you can twirl like a hero in a stream
streaming through a diamond colander
all your coolness a blinding shine
because you are the hero hot in the pink blue snow
Diana Rickard is a poet, sociologist and criminal criminologist. Many of her poems, which often seek comfort in the graphic abuse of televised dystopic fantasies, or which lament the fact that no one at work can laugh the real good hearty laugh, can be found all over the internet. Her (as of yet) unpublished manuscript of Covid-era isolation poems is titled Is This Now? Her book examining documentaries and wrongful conviction came out in 2023.
Come see Diana read on day two of the Welcome to Boog City 18 Arts Festival on Sat. Sept. 21 at 2:20 p.m. at Block Hill Station in Park Slope, Brooklyn. Details here:
https://wordpress.boogcity.com/2024/09/05/welcome-to-boog-city-18-arts-festival-day-2/